I gotta erase feelings that are clinging
push them back and let them run away
never to return again
as I need to start again
without you blocking my mind
without you tripping me up

it might be cold here without you here
but theres always a light in my day
they say darkness always lasts longer than light
but the light always lights up the darkness
you were my light, but now your my darkness

its time for my life to become bright again

Its been five months and twenty days since the day you left me
As hard as I try to erase these feelings, they just wont disappear
That one mistake I made will be the one that i regret forevermore

Since you came into my word, my heart clung onto you
You changed me like no one else could,
like a burning flame and a shining star
You lit up my world, forcing me to change
Making me better, a better person, a better man
Convincing me that I had to be that way to even deserve you

Ever since losing you, I've been trapped in the dark
Attempting things that I promised you that I wouldn't do
Maybe the thought of losing your love has been too hard to bare
No girl could compare to you
as you stole my heart right from the start

Now that your with him, and happiness is all I can see
is what is truly killing me
because knowing that your the only one who can make me feel in such a way

Moving on seems just so hard,
As hard as I try to forget the thought of you, you just won't budge
You won't leave, you won't disappear from my line of thought
Please just let me be

All I want is to confess to you that I still miss you
That I still need you
But I know that won't happen cause you shot me down
Like shooting star falling from the sky
But still, I think of you
Something as perfect as perfect can get
I just wont give up on our love until I finally know its gone.

I just cant forget...

im falling for her like leaves falling from trees
the way i feel when im with her makes me feel so complete
holding her in my arms wishing that i would never have to let go
makes me feel that nothing else in the world matters
that time pauses for just us two
shes all i need
to make me happy

dance,
dance is more than a hobby
its a lifestyle

when your sad,
your dance reflects a sad person
when your happy,
your dance reflects an energised and happy person

dance is truly an expression of self
whether you like it or not

sometimes i feel as if i care too much
what is the reason? i dont know
i look around and i feel that you dont care
for me or even about us

its just hard to say anything to anyone
i know its bad to keep it inside
to bottle it up
but what else can i do
if i can barely even talk to you

im scared that if i open up and rely on you
you wont be there to catch me when i fall
that you will never be there when i need you
when i need someone to talk to
or someone to lean on

I hear all the time
'so and so is too into their gf'
supposedly, teenagers aren't supposed to fall into love
thats a lie
most of the time its attraction
but in rare instances its a combination of personality
you fall in love with personality
not looks

i see love in the teenage years much more special
as you dont turn out to be one boring family
who work every single day and
not being able to communicate with your loved one


enough of my rant
laters yeah?

what is the meaning of life?
love
you find true happiness
when you find that special someone
when you find the ones around you that make you happy
when you find the ones that will be there for you whenever you need them
love is true happiness
and my meaning of life is to find true happiness